CLIMBING INTO ETERNITY: My Descent In Hell and Flight To Heaven
Excerpt from my Book: Sentence and paragraph excerpts from pages 219, 220, 222.
What have I done, my God, what have I done? I screamed. God, please don’t send me there, please forgive me,” I begged in agony.
I cannot, Michele. It is only the blood of My Son that can bring forgiveness.
Desperate, I said, God, I stood in front of that church with Bridget and said the sinner’s prayer.
Yes, you did.
Can’t that save me?
Michele, you acknowledged my Son many times, but most religious people do. You never accepted My precious Son Jesus as Lord and Savior, who died on the cross for you. My Son is the one and only sacrifice and High Priest. I accept nothing else. I am the God who sees into the hearts and thoughts of a man. You did not mean it when you said the sinner’s prayer.
God was right. He had seen right into my heart that night in Spring Valley Church. I had gone up to the front of the church and repeated the words saying, “Jesus is the Son of God, and He died on the cross for our sins and rose again and is now sitting on the right hand of God.” But it did not really mean anything to me. I had acknowledged that Jesus was the Son of God, yes, but I had never really accepted Jesus as Lord of all, the One who had shed His blood for me so I could be forgiven.
Suddenly, as if a light had been clicked on, I saw it! On breathing out His last breath on earth, Jesus had come down to this place of hell, to the devil’s kingdom, his domain and territory. Jesus had done this so He could finally overcome the devil once and for all, in his domain, and rightfully claim the keys of death from him. This was the final blow against the devil, Lucifer. Now the devil stood completely defeated by Jesus Christ.
I cried out, Oh, God Almighty, I am so sorry, I am so sorry. I now understand! What have I done? Jesus, what have I done to You?
I defiantly shouted out, “Jesus, You are Lord! You are Lord!” As I said this, I bowed down in total surrender before His Name.
High Pitch and Low Pitch, and all the demons present, went into a frenzy of anger and started to snort like animals. I knew their attack on me was going to be vicious. I did not care because I had done the most important thing—I had proclaimed to Jesus that He is Lord.
I purposely raised up and stood with my whole being outstretched, ignoring the blasphemous scowling from hell as it became a distant muffle. With determination and a spirit full of praise, I shouted with all my might, J-E-S-U-S!
The next thing I knew, a luminous, brilliant, white-bright porthole of light came over me, and I suddenly felt myself being lifted.
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LET US DISCUSS:
In my blog from 15 December 2019, I explain that when I was rescued by Jesus in the brilliant white luminous living Light; I was immediately born again and Spirit-filled of which I had explained the how in detail. Being rescued from out of hell, where I had been found guilty of in every different place of sin that I had been taken to [which you can read about in my book, page173 to page222 – not for the fainthearted]. This has been and still is a mind-blowing miracle to me. Not only me but people I have encountered over these past three decades of life; have asked me, how is this possible?
I only have one answer: “JESUS; JESUS made this miracle possible and can make all the impossibles in your lives possible too.”
When in hell, by the time I had arrived in the specific place of sin [from pg220 insert above] I found myself in a serious life-death and damned to hell for eternity, frantic conversation or more accurate vindication plea with Abba Father. It was during this that He stated something so profoundly true that it caused my own revelation earthquake [if I can say it like this] to take place deep within me. It was this truth revelation of JESUS, which caused my absolute regret, I came to accept that I was suffering the consequences of damned eternal doom because of my life’s choices. Then suddenly God’s grace came flooding down, bringing in my life’s miracle of Salvation. Then this Salvation brought forth the next miracle, which was that I had been given back my life on earth. Yes, I had been given a second chance! My Salvation in JESUS brought in my new life’s second chance. This immediately became the absolute focal and turning point of my life, from which I have never been the same since then. There is just too much proof of evidence of this event (I discussed in the blog 15 December ’19 from my book), together with the evidence, over the years, from the absolute new person I have become because of my miracle Salvation.
This realisation [from page220 insert] that hit me way back then, was very clear and it still is. This life-giving and life-changing revelation still causes me to wake up with purpose and destiny every morning as it drives my very heartbeat and life’s desire every day. The realisation was [and still is] that this is all through JESUS. He, Himself, is the beginning, the center and the end of it all, of everything, absolutely everything. (I was so excited and overjoyed when studying God’s Word, I found this is a God given fact written in His Word by the Gospel of John).
I remember when once a lady had ‘rhetorically’ asked me: “How is it possible to pray and praise only the name ‘JESUS’ for one whole hour non-stop. I immediately wanted to answer that that would be so easy and possible to do and such a mighty blessing as this will usher in the presence of Lord God and His Kingdom. However, she immediately answered and said that it didn’t make sense and that it would be an impossible thing for her to do. It wasn’t the right time to correct her and so I remained silent and instead prayed and asked our Holy Spirit to grow her love in JESUS and to come to truly understand His absolute love for her, and His love for Abba Father and Holy Spirit’s and Their absolute love for Him.
A good few years later I rejoiced when I heard this very lady telling us how she now utterly enjoys being part of a full prayer session, where all they do is pray, sing, dance and worship the name of JESUS for an hour or so. I do believe [talking from my own experience and from the personal testimonies of others] that because of her growing insight and understanding of JESUS’s unconditional Love, that this caused her to become more in awe, in love and ingrafted in JESUS. It was this new revelation of JESUS that had exploded in her life that enabled her to love and understand JESUS so much that now, to pray and praise, only the Name of JESUS, was for her an eager, easy and most desirable thing to do. O how Heaven is rejoicing.
It is exactly this revelation of JESUS that flooded through my very being when God had said to me: “Michele, you acknowledged my Son many times, but most religious people do. You never accepted My precious Son Jesus as Lord and Savior…” (from page220 excerpt). Herein lies the truth that offends many people who choose to deafen their minds to this. Yet it was this truth that caused the rendering ‘earthquake’ in my spirit and soul to take place breaking me from the lie, I had always walked chained too, throughout my life. And sadly, this is a lie that multitudes of people walk in.
When God had said the above [that I was just acknowledging and not truly believing-receiving-accepting JESUS] to me, I immediately saw my sin. I had just always said about JESUS what was given to or expected of me to say. I had been taught and trained, from childhood in church, to corporately stand up with the other people in church and together confess [sometimes even just read it off a booklet] that: I, we believe Jesus is the Son of God, who was conceived by the Holy Spirit and born of the virgin Mary. That He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried. He descended into hell. And that on the third day He rose again from the dead and He ascended into Heaven where He is seated at the right hand of God the Father [we would say something like that]. It was this repeated occurrence every Sunday that formed the belief that because I said it, together with a series of Sunday bible classes [which I did not take seriously] and my baby christening; made me accepted and thus passed the requirements for me to call myself a Christian heaven bound. Then as I stepped out of the church, what I had just confessed was placed into a box in my memory which would only be taken out the next church service I attended. Or I would take out the ‘Christian name tag’ when needed [I really believed that this is how it worked].
It was only when I allowed myself to receive this truth of what Abba God had said to me; that I had only been repetitively acknowledging JESUS with my mouth, not fully engaging my mind or my heart, instead making it into a mere ritual just to do and get over and done with it. I definitely was a ‘Sunday Christian’ [a person who historically acknowledges Jesus but has no real living connection or relationship with Him], not even that, I was more of a white-washed tomb that Jesus had accused the scribes and pharisees [the religious] of being. It was when I clearly saw this was who I was and how I had denied the real redeeming and lordship of JESUS, that I cried out in remorse and repentance. It was then that the complete truth and revelation and Hope of JESUS came flooding into my soul. Once this truth flooded me, I could not contain my submissive awe and praiseworthy joy of JESUS and cried out my very real acknowledgement of Him and who He truly is. I then looked to JESUS for His acceptance of me, and also declaring from out of my heart, my utter and complete acceptance of Him as my everything. I had done this in spite of the fact that I believed I would still be going to my doom. I did not care. I had received a spiritual awakening [mighty earthquake] of who JESUS is and I just wanted HIM to know this. HE IS the Son of God, and Savior and King and LORD over the whole Earth, over everything.
JESUS had become so very real to me. HE had become alive to me. Deep within I immediately knew and became at such Peace with Him as my Redeemer and my Deliverer, my very Savior and Lord and King of my heart and my soul, of my very life forevermore. I also came to see and understand that He loves me unconditionally, with His everything, His all.
With all of this taking place I immediately saw and knew beyond a shadow of doubt, that I was a sinner in need of mighty forgiveness from JESUS [even though I was already doomed] and as I cried out His Name, He gave it to me.
GLORY HALLELUJAH!! Even now, over three decades since my first rendering encounter of JESUS. I am still left breathless and in humble awe of the majestic-ness and glory of my Savior and Lord and King, J-E-S-U-S!
If you to want to acknowledge and also accept JESUS as your Savior and Lord in your heart:
Let’s Pray (repeat after each phrase below):
Dear Lord Jesus
Thank You that I can come before You just as I am
By Your hand, I believe and acknowledge that You Are the Son of God, in whom no sin was found
You chose to die on the Cross as a sinner for all of mankind
Jesus, I now see, You also died for my sins,
You descended into hell to conquer and take back the keys of death, and
On the third day, You Rose again, Victorious in Resurrection
After showing Yourself, You ascended into Heaven
And now sit at the right hand of Father God
Where You are interceding for us as SAVIOR and rule as LORD
I come and confess that I fall short of YOU JESUS – that I am a sinner
Please forgive me of all my sins and wash me as white as snow
I surrender my all to YOU.
I Believe in and Accept YOU
Come and live in my heart JESUS
And be LORD of my life. And KING of my heart
Glory Hallelujah!! YOU have just become a born-again son/daughter of our Lord God Almighty.
Walk this in Faith now.
Bible verses to reference to Let’s Discuss:
Þ John 3:16-17 (AMP)
16 “For God so [greatly] loved and dearly prized the world, that He [even] gave His [One and] only begotten Son, so that whoever believes and trusts in Him [as Savior] shall not perish, but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send the Son into the world to judge and condemn the world [that is, to initiate the final judgment of the world], but that the world might be saved through Him.
Hebrews 1:5 (NIV)
For to which of the angels did God ever say, “You are my Son; today I have become your Father”? Or again, “I will be his Father, and he will be my Son”?
Þ John 6:27-29 (AMP)
27 Do not work for food that perishes, but for food that endures [and leads] to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give you; for God the Father has authorized Him and put His seal on Him.” 28 Then they asked Him, “What are we to do, so that we may habitually be doing the works of God?”
29 Jesus answered, “This is the work of God: that you believe [adhere to, trust in, rely on, and have faith] in the One whom He has sent.”
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